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Myself-and My AltersI wish I could cry tears of blood,
to show you how I feel.
The past is gone,
the present fading,
the future undeniable.
I am the only one who can walk this road,
which is the present.
I am the only one who can cope with this life,
that leads in the past.
I am the only one who can go to the place,
they call the future.
No one knows the pain this life brings,
for a person like me.
I can feel the blood boil,
the body go numb,
and the senses blind.
I walk now and I shall walk forever,
in a body that doesn't belong to me,
Say Hello to GoodbyeYou could never understand,
a long time ago all I wanted was you.
But you threw me to the dogs,
and left me to fend on my own.
Now I find myself forgetting,
finally moving on.
The past never leaves,
but it can't control you if you don't let it.
Take this last breathe of the girl you once knew,
and say hello to the girl who doesn't know you,
and the girl that doesn't care.
And say goodbye to the girl you threw away,
'cause she is long gone now.
Never WillOn my way out,
I feel the crowd bow,
over and over I break.
I fall to the past,
run - run away.
Look me in the face and tell me you don't love me,
I'll say it right back with no meaning.
You don't know what you mean to me,
My Eternal Hell,
and I'm afraid you never will.
My Eternal HellLet me go,
you hold me here,
All I wanted was you,
but I can't do anything right,
I cry myself to sleep at night.
Just tell me you hate me,
then I'll be gone,
I'll move on.
Any words are better than no words at all,
please release me from this Hell I reside,all these sleepless night.
You hold my soul,
please let it go,
you have control,
please let me go.
I beg you for my release back into sanity,
you consume my ever present thought.
you are the only one who can save me,
so let me go,
I beg of the.
Crown of ThornsShe wakes up with red staining her pillow
and the taste of blood like iron in her mouth
It stains her teeth and leaks from her lips, and as she
rinses her mouth out, she can’t help thinking that
it’s better than dirt and ashes
it feels like she’s wearing a noose
of broken promises and shattered glass
that tightens around her throat with every day that passes
She nails a smile to her face
and doesn't let herself think the word dying
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