maybe - still in progress

When you wake into your dark disspare - just remember,
I may or may not be there,
but there was I time when I called you friend,
and a time I called you more,
you say I'm the one who walked,
but I hunted you for more years than I care to admit,
YOU and you alone are the one who refused to admit anything at all.
So I see clearly you have fallen again,
because of me - well maybe,
but if you wanted it differently,
maybe you should have looked me in the eye and said the truth,
Instead of all your honest lies.
Is your gift forgetting - or is it just not wanting to admit.
There is one single promise that you kept,
the very first one you ever made,
I'll always let you down.
You where honest but I forgot - well maybe.